'cause i'm the miggity miggity mack daddy...'

ok. stuff that has happened since my last entries.
1. alex rodriguez is a fucking liar.
2. david beckham might come back to mls after all. but he might not. whatever.
3. the dallas stars suck again. dammit.

as far as steph's pregnancy goes...well, she's over it. that and we're pretty close to getting all the stuff we need. the shower has come and gone. i went to the stars game. and yeah they lost. but yeah. we got hooked up phat. we got all of the big ticket items on our registry. and then the next week, steph's band kids gave us all kinds of diapers. seriously. we dont have enough room to hold them all. and we really appreciate everything. we're very blessed.
i also painted luke's room when steph was at tmea. that was a pain in the ass...mostly because i've never painted anything before. anyway, its done. i kinda wish i didnt do it because now, i'll always look at the places i didnt do a good job. i'm sure i'll eventually get over it.
and...we bought a new tv for the living room. i've been waiting ever since i graduated to buy a new badass tv. my goal was to save my money for one. when i finally have enough to buy it, i bought steph's engagement ring. dont take it wrong. i'd do it the same way again. but this tv has been a long time coming. we figured we should buy it now because once luke comes, we wont be able to spend stupid money like we can right now.
i really feel like i should be more stressed out about becoming a father in a few weeks. but i'm not. and i suck at babies. for as long as i can remember i've been afraid that i would break one. i guess i felt that way because it wasnt mine. this one is ours. i dont really know why, but i feel this sense of calm. i hope it stays that way.
from what i see out of steph, pregnancy sucks balls. serial.
she says i have the hard job in taking care of her. fuck that. thats easy. if men had to carry the baby, we'd all be like 'ok, no more people.' so i'm glad she does it. i'm much more suited in taking care of her instead.
ok. i guess thats all i have for now. i still suck at blogs. later.